i am so fuck-ed up now..i really ren wu ke ren lerhhs..if she will to carry on lyk tish..i will sure bomb derhhs..HATE her..i really HATE her..i dunchhs noe wadds had happen to cause it tish way..haiis..whenever i am alone wif her..she was really okiies..i dunchhs noe whether ish she acting in front of miie or whatever lorhhs..haiis..she always tout that she ish so BIG..really fed-up lorhhs..ish nortts dat i dunchhs treasure tish friendship wiit her..ish just dat..the way and action really make miie hate her..or in fact..all the while..her good ish just acting in front of miie..haiis..i dunchhs noe why i just hate her so much..haiis..haf been talking so much things to her..but..haiis..why, why and WHY..??? whenever i see her now..i am so tu-lan..really very tu-lan..sometimes..ii dunchhs even feel lyk talking to her..or even just looking at her..or maybe..she also hate miie..if tish ish the case..den i haf nothin to say..i will just SHUT MY MOUTH..she will sometimes spite miie..FUCK lorhhs..haiis..it was nortts lyk tish last tym..but now..it has changed lerhhs..and ish a BIG change..sometimes i really dunchhs wish things will end up tish way..but..sorry..i can't..ish nortts what lorhhs..ish just dat i really can't change the attitude towards her now..haiis..WHATEVER..i don noe whether the way and the things i am writing down now ish the correct way and the correct things to say..but..tish ish really how i felt..i really can't keep it to myself..i really can't..i will feel MISERABLE..haiis..='( sorry..