hais..mood swings today..hais..sucks larhhs..hmmm..went out today in the morning..went to pray first..den went suntec..hahas..quite okiies lorhhs..today saw 1 dead cat..very scary sia..let the car roll over..OMG~yucks..hais..don noe what happen also..tish few days the mood lyk so sad like dat..den kiip on think here and there..just cant help it..don wan go to school at all..i also want to cheer up..i also want to be happy..i really want..but i can't do it..i am forcing myself everyday to be happy..but my heart just ache so much..
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my heart ish aching more and more each day pass..it hurts so badly..but you dont even know..some things not say let go jiu can let go derhhs..hais..i really wanted to let it go so badly..ish not that i dont wan..is i just don noe how to let go..how to let go someone when you love that person so much..! hais..why am i SO stupid in the past and now..! wth am i doing..?! why shld i do all this..in the end..is all just one-sided love..heartbroken..i just love you soo much..