hmmm..quite ok today lors..hais..i also don't know how to say lars..tish few days seems so happy and siaos..but in fact, i am aching inside..HAIS! what should i do..??!! i am very disappointed lors..hais..suan lers..talk bout this later..hmmm, today stay back in school till 4.15 lors..cus have to rush my F&N..den went home alone..cus i am in a rush mahs..heex..so peihua, jem and vanx pei me wait till my bus come..so kind and nice of them..heex..we were laughing SO loud at the bus-stop lors..esp ph and me..kiip sing songs..lalalalalaas..[ph-must remember our song leis..hahas..damn nice can..=D] after school..saw him..call him..but after that quickly turn away..cus i find it weird mahs..and i also don't know how to face him..hais..don't know lars..!! ='(( i just miss him alots lors..hais..!!
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hais..what ish really happening to you..??!! you last time will tell me everything ders..but now leis, you don't even bother to talk to me..even a 'hi, bye' also don't bother to say..hais..am i really a friend to you..OR i am nothing to you..in fact, i think i am really nothin to you lors..i am SO disappointed in you lors..so angry lars..hais..i am so worried about you..but you leis..don't even worried about yourself..if you are really worried..then do something lars..don't say you don't know what to do lors..ish see whether you have the heart to do anotx lors..hais..why you now become like that liaos..HAIS- i guess i now don't really understand you lers..hais..i really hen sad lars..very xin tong lors..i don't even know how to help you..even if i know..you also won't listen ders..cus i mean nothing to you..!! hais..can't i just care for you as a friend..hais..='(((( wo zhen de hao ai ni..future ish still yours..if you really don't even care and bother about your future..i guess i don't have to say anything lers..cus no matter what..you also won't listen ders..but i won't give up ders..i must help you no matter what..we quarrel ye hao..never talk ye hao..it will help dao you jiu can lers..i don't care lers..!!