i am so tired this week larx..keep on feel like slping..no energy to play and laugh..hais..hmmm, tis few days din able to blog cus i was busy studying and my mum dont allow..hais..i'm studying so hard now larx..but i also dont know got absorb anots..nxt week jiu prelim lerx..time passes so fast..hais..i'm really worried&really scared of taking this kinda of exams..what if i study very hard but still never pass this year..what shld i do..?! ARGH!! =/ really hate it so much..hais..anyway, everything was alright this few days..but the feeling is still not right..everything seem so fake to me..even my bestest sister has realise tt something was wrong with me..hais..what she say is true..i am not as happy as before lers..i'm really tired of so much things lerx..no more smiles, laughter and happiness lerx..is just all sadness; fake laughter; fake smiles..everything is fake..the feeling hao nan shou wohs..i already ren and ren and ren lerx..but sometimes jiu shi ren bu liaox..in the end, still breakdown..what shld i do..? ))))':
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liting'ZHU-YEAH! we are sitting tog again lerx..i feel so honoured too..hahas..talk so much durin the maths remedial today..hahas..but it was fun larx..wahs, yuan lai got so much things happen b/w us..and mei xiang dao we become hao peng you..hahas..really nice knowing you all larx..heex..=))) zi dan lian, wu puo and mu lao hu rocks larx..YEAH!!!
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hais..i really need you by my side..when will my wish come true..?? i really miss you so much..i really feel like telling you everything..hais..=((( thanks for telling me you'll be supporting me all the way..really hope you'll always be there for me and i wont disappoint you again lers..=)) i'm really happy that you talk to me..play with me..=DDD thou it was really just a short period of time..but i am really smiling all the way..always looking at your backview, i'm really happy lerx..cus at least i get to see you..and in future, hais..maybe no more lerx..hais..sometimes i really wish time will stop 2 yrs ago..cus tt was the happiest moment of my life..)))); ireallyloveyou*somuch..<3